The Sequel - "Make It Out Alive"

It's over

The old swing sits tired,
I look out my window at the swing.
My mind is overtaken with that night,
When we we’re 14.
Four years ago.
The tears now slowly slip form my eyes.
I tried codling you,
I loved you like no other could,
Yet because of her I never got the chance to show you,
I wasn’t strong enough I never was.
Wrestling the gun out of your hands,
Was a worthless attempt at making things better.
That’s all I wanted
You sat on the swing gently rocking,
That smile you had scared me,
I could see it in your eyes,
You had convinced yourself that this was the only way out
It didn’t matter what I said at this point,
Your mind was made up.
The pain would finally stop,
I can still hear you telling me to turn around and cover me ears.
I stubbornly shook my head
I wanted you to stay,
Forever and always like you promised me.
You gently grabbed my cheeks and pulled me close,
You kissed me ever so gently,
Whispering I love you my angel, I will never be far,
You’ll turn around when you troubled and see my face.
When the tears seam endless you’ll
Take a breath that suddenly fills you with courage,
I wont stop loving you.
You nodded and I listened
I turned around and covered my ears
Hoping this was a dream and I would soon awake in my bed safe
The sound of the one shot only confirmed that this was in face reality
The scream escaped my lips effortlessly.
It was over,
His life,
As well as mine.

Because of me

I held you when she broke your heart.
I was the one to make things better,
But the way your eyes followed her,
Made me think that I failed.
I kept quiet, hoping you would see,
The truth behind my actions,
Yet I faded into the shadows till that night.
Yet again she unknowingly crushed your heart.
I was the one once again the one to put it back together,
This time things would be different,
With a deep breath I quickly spilled out my feelings,
My love,
My hope,
My dreams.
I waited tears steaming waiting for the rejection,
That would surly come.
You looked down at me smiling foolishly
And said yes.
Finally I know that your heart is safe,
Finally I know that you’ll be happy.
Because of me

Dare

The gun slides on the floor through the raising flames
I should have listened to her worry's
Her pain
Now it's to late
She is now no more
Her heart ach complete
Her cuts
Her scares
Her pain so deep
gone
Just as she wanted.
But not the way it should've ended.
She had wished it to be gone yes.
but this morning she woke up smiling for the first time thinking of him.
But because of a dare she will never truly know what its like to love, to be happy.

Darkness

I sit in the corner flashlight by my side as the light slowly fades and the darkness closes in.
I sit and I think of a way to win.
This battle is one usually done alone.
But for me i know
That as the first tear begins to slip,
You'll be running in with grace,
You'll sweep me off my feet,
and carry me away.

The Wind

With the breeze comes the memories,

They Ride it like a dragon and it's warrior refusing to let you escape my mind even for a moment.

They come engulfing me with your touch, your scent.

Just when i think you have left my mind for a peaceful moment with out you i open my eyes,

And then I see the stars twinkling like the ones in your eyes,

I hear the children's giggles, and i think of our jokes,

I see a couple holding hands, and i remember the times you make me smile when 

I was down.

I run to my closed of sanctuary, trying to erase you from my mind,

But the wind follows me, with you on its back.

Angel No More.

The  windy path seams no to him.
He's walked it time and time again,
Each time a new topic stuck in his head,
Sometimes he'd skip and sing while he walked.
Today he struggles to stay on his feet,
He struggles from collapsing on the path in the middle of no where,
Breaking down, screaming out her name.
It's all he had left gone,
Why cant he go back and save her?
Why couldnt he stop her heartbreak, save the one true angel left.
Now he doesnt want to live, just to see her face once more,
Be in the same room,
Hold her,
KIss her,
Its all gone..
he drops the small ring of gold made out of construction paper on the ground,
leaving her behind.