Friday, March 26, 2010

The end

The world is blured,
Her tears shater like glass when the hit the ground.
He paces outside her door, awaiting the worse
 The door is locked she is  sure  of it.
She gasps at the coldness of the metal against her skin.
His heart races, he knows whats about to happen.
He couldnt stop his girlfriend, he cant lose his baby this way.
 She pauses hearing his footsteps and the shadow underneath the door.
She can only look. He cant stop me she thinks
She screams hopefully for the last time.
He rushes in and clapsess on the floor next to her.
He's crying now drowning in what he can only hope to be lies.
  The world outside that room continues.
Inside the room to stand still.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Van Meter(:

Feelings poor out of a pile of nothingness.
Walking through the halls.
Dodging streamlining jewels,
Bypassing the talk of money.
I walk past it all never looking back.
There is no holding back.
Doors swing open,
Cold air rushes, only pushing me forward.
I walk away from the drama, those fools.
I leave them behind.
They're now the worthless pieces of nothingness held down btu the empty heart conversations and usless arguments.
Im gone free to fly away like the magical shining piece of dust i am.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

M.A.R.S

His hair falls across his eyes,
No please i beg him
But i know he must.
He stands. I silently move out of his way.
I see his body quivering, it's summer so I know he's not cold.
I only look on. My stomach is in knots.
I knew it would end not like this.
Not with us both in pain.
Not with us both in tears.
I miss escaping earth and traveling all the way to mars.
But i know you'll be back.
Just look at the moon and that's where you'll find me.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Darla

Late night talks.
Late night crys.
Late night laughs.
I love you more then you know.
The memories of our talks remind me a sisters who are supposed to be sleeping but instead the stay up late whispering secrets under the covers.
I love that your just a mesage away.
I feel safe when i talk to you,
I know that you'll keep my secrets till the end.
Your kids are the cutest and I love them as my own.
I will always be there to pull you out of the pit of dispear.
I will always be there no mater what it is you i would give yo my last dime and my last shred of clothing if you needed it.

Seth.

Tears vanish, smiles emerge.
Hugs are exchanged more then once.
Pokes, lamas and moo-ing ducks.
Your the one that knows my past,
You helped me plan my future.
I trust you with my life.
Your my life.
Without you life would be boring and painful.
You make me feel beter when everyone else feels like putting me down.
We joke we cheer.
Nothing could make me hate him.
Fuck with my big brother and you die 0_0

Ellis.

The simple string bracelet hits the ground,
The force rocks my world,
All i can see now is his back walking away blured by tears.
Those months flash before my eyes,
He acts as tho it was a bad dream or something.
How could those mean so little to him but so much to me?
I must've said something wrong.
I stand confident that i can fix this.
I walk behind him and say i can change,
He spins around with the power of man even tho he's just a boy.
The slap rings in my ears long after.
I sit in the ground stunned.
How could he?
I was simply trying to help.
Maybe it was something i did!
I try again..
This time he screams  at me.
I was simply trying to help,
How could i do wrong by helping?
I ask no one has an a idea.
I know i should stay away but i can.
There's something about him.
I dont understand.

Friday, March 5, 2010

true love

Rain hits the ground
Splashing carelessly around
I try to dodge the rain drops
Soon im soak
You look on from where your stand
I beg you to join me
You shake your head no as i pull you out
Your eyes scream out for more
The rain slowly stops as we we dance in the moon light
We sit on the wet ground and look up above
Feeling so small under all the shimmering stars
Glistening, teasing us till morning
Where i awake in your arms
Smiling up at you
Forgetting the rest of the world for one night
Together at last after waiting
For a a life time
Tasting the forbidden fruit
Fighting for what we knew was true love

cute... no words of mine could say it


'Cute' by Stephen Jerzak


You're eyes are blue like the ocean and baby I'm lost out at sea

Did the sun
just come out or did you smile at me

I've been trying to ask you but I can't
seem to speak

Was it love at first sight cuz I walked by last week

I'm
singing Fa la la la la

Your lips look so lonely would they like to meet
mine

You are the one that I've been hoping to find

You're so sweet that you
put Hersheys out of business

Can I have a photograph to show my friends that
angels truly exist

I'm singing Fa la la la la

You're as cute as a
button
The things you do sure are something
Are you running out of breath
from running through my head all night

Is there something in your eye, oh
wait, it's just a sparkle

Can you get a little closer and help me just a
little bit

I scraped my knee fallin' for you

But baby a kiss will do

I'm
singing Fa la la la la la

You're as cute as a button
The things you do sure
are something
Are you running out of breath from running through my head all
night

I'm falling in love and wouldn't I like to think so

And every night I
look at the stars out my window

And I hope I can see the one that we saw
together

It was just you and me and honestly I'll look for that star
forever

You're as cute as a button

The things you do sure are
something

Are you running out of breath from running through my head all night

the moon

the sun shines bright
but i only want it to go away its a pain
i wait all day jus for the sun to go down
so i can see our beloved moon
the stars that mean the world to me

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Together

sand blows into the craters
erasing us forever
waves crash
we dont notice
the sun goes down
darkness settles
we simply hold each other close
our thoughts are non-existent
but yet sitting here forever seams so realistic